Inane Ramblings of Warped and Twisted Mind

Writer's Block: Passionate Eats

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 23:39:09 GMT

What foods do you associate with romance or attraction?

Strawberries are a quick visual on the romance scene. I mea look at all the movies and TV shows that use them. Now, thinking about it and letting it stir I would say all the various ice cream sundae toppings. Body Sundaes are hot and yummy. Think of warm fudge sauce drizziling over a naked body with whipped cream in strategic places and cherries in even more strategic locations. Now get creative....combine chocolate liquer with the whipped cream, mashmallow cream with dark chocolate shavings sprinkled over it. I could sooo go on.

The World has Lost a Hero

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 12:05:58 GMT

I just logged on to Yahoo and saw the headline that George Carlin passed away yesterday at the age of 71. I'm heartbroken! Carlin was a comic god! His skits made it possible for so many other comedians and entertainers to develop their acts into the irreverent beings that they are. Carlos Mencia would never be allowed to get away with the things he says if it hadn't been for Carlin pushing the edge of the censor envelope decades ago. I really hope that people will take a moment to reflect on the intellectual freedoms that Gearge Carlin helped to bring about. I will miss him terribly.

Writer's Block: To me, LiveJournal is...

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 22:53:58 GMT

What does LiveJournal mean to you? Has that changed since you started your LiveJournal account?

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Ok, I have to say that the past few writer's blocks have been so lame to me. I mean come on.... can we say fishing for compliments type attitude? Sure I haven't always found the topics interesting enough for a reply but sheesh, at least they were random things, not stuff saying, "hey tell us about us, we want to know what you think of LJ so we can pat ourselves on the back or modify the program or whatever." Damn if you want to know shit like that then create a database for people to leave comments and shit not keep bombarding us wih lame ass topics for writer's block.

Writer's Block: Gender Bender

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 23:42:32 GMT

Do you ever want to be of the opposite sex? If so, what attracts you to the idea? If not, what repels you?

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Every minute of every day! Its not an attraction, its a reality. I know that I am male even if my body says otherwise. I feel like a prisoner in the body I was born into. As soon as I can get the money together I am going to begin the transition.

Writer's Block: The Eternal Nocturnal Struggle

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 00:27:27 GMT

Vampires or werewolves?

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Yes!

I am so all about both. I can relate to both aspects of the night. It honestly depends on the feeling of the night and who I am around. I am fully capable of the smooth charisma of the vampire or the animalistic beast.

FYI

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 11:48:26 GMT

Just wanted to let everyone know that my internet is being shut off for a while and I have no clue when it'll be turned back on. I'll try to keep in touch as much as possible by dragging my dead ass to places where there is free wifi but without a car I have no clue how often that'll be. My life sux!

Writer's Block: Some words to live by...

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 00:02:46 GMT

What words do you find wise enough to live by?

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I have a few mantras that I follow....

What are Gods to some are just voices in the heads of others.

Fuck'em if they can't take a joke and joke'em if they can't take a fuck.

What doesn't kill me makes me stronger.

Treat others as you would like to be treated.

Writer's Block: The Only True Question:

Fri, 30 May 2008 00:04:01 GMT

Pirates! But only if I get to work with Captain! Jack Sparrow. Gods I loved the way Jonny Depp played that roll. He's such a freak, but totally in a good way. I could sooo be like all up in his insanity. "But where's the rum's gone?"

Mon, 19 May 2008 02:22:32 GMT

5K

Mon, 19 May 2008 01:10:50 GMT

So I participated in the Biltmore 5K this morning in Ashville, NC. This is the second 5K I have done now. My first was last fall in the Susan Koman Race for the Cure in Knoxville. I was able to do today's walk in under 52 minutes. That's 15 minutes faster than last fall. I'm really happy with the progres that I have made.

Writer's Block: The sound of inspiration

Sat, 17 May 2008 06:44:31 GMT

What type of music inspires you?

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Well...it all depends on what I'm doing.

I am really into Evanescence right now. That whole dark and haunting sound just sets me going, especially Hello and Immortal Beloved.

If I am doing an intense scene with someone I like hard pounding techno or danse music...even the classical stuff that has been remixed with techno.....gets my blood pumping.

If I'm in a pissy mood and want to stay that way for a while...feed the anger to feed me so to speak, I like hard hatefull heavy metal and alternative/grunge, that and angry techno.

If I'm feeling just whatever, same ol' same ol'...I like 80's. Its what I listened to growing up so its comfortable.

Music is very fluid for me, it helps me carry a mood or fix a mood or create a mood......it gives me an aura to work in or to project onto things. There are times I can't live without it and there are times that I can't handle it. I think of all the forms of media music is the one that insinuates itself deepest into me. Video I can live without if I had to, Internet is nice but I can and have gone without it for years, books are very special and yes I couldn't live without them and they come in a razor edged second, but music totally grabs my soul and compliments it. If I were to go deaf today I know that missing music would drive me nuts at times.

Writer's Block: Three dishes I could live on

Thu, 15 May 2008 13:03:44 GMT

What three dishes could you live on for the rest of your life?

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Ok, wow....let's see..... salad, not just your run of the mill, iceburg lettuce with atomatoe salad but one of those things that takes up like two whole plates and has every kind of lettuce and green and veggie and sprouts and all that fun, wierd named stuff that only hard core vegans eat.....so #1 is the "Uber Salad"

#2 ...... dead cow, rare ( that was easy)

#3 ......... cheesecake (well I had to have something sweet)

now what beverage to go with those three items.......Meade of course (yummy!!)

Hot

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 02:07:08 GMT

So how's this for conflict of interest?

Just haven't written anything in a while so I thought I throw this out as something to look at. Hot isn't it?

Pretty much SOS, maybe

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 23:59:53 GMT

Nothing special going on. Work is mind numbingly stupid. I can't wait until they transfer Dave to my department. I'll have less bullshit to deal with. I've been writing like crazy today in my yahoo mail. I've gotten more mail answered today than I usually get done in a normal day. I normally have to wait until the weekend to catch up on my mail. I've dicovered that since I have been in contact with D*** things are waking up in me. I am hungry for touching someone, and playing someone. I want to run my hands over a body and feel it react to my touch. I want to feel someone squirm and writhe under me. To hear them scream for me. I walked by someone thismorning at work that I find yummy and she was wearing some kind of vanilla scent. Not like a vanilla scented perfume, but more like an essential oil. Like you would smell if something vanilla was baking. OMG, it was all I could do not to grab her and ravage her right there in the middle of the electronics department. I felt soooooo strung out. Twitch.

Writer's Block: Chinese New Year

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 23:35:26 GMT

2008 is the Year of the Rat. Which animal year were you born in?

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I was born in the year of the Dog.

Negotiations

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:55:19 GMT

Well, we talked a little more tonight. Not much due to some family drama on her end. But that's ok...it looks like it will get resolved ok.

So I worked on a few things. One of those was the rough draft of the contract. Sent it to her so she could make her additions and changes. Can't wait to get it back so we can finalize it. I know it will probably take a couple of more weeks and all, but I am way excited. This feels so right. I know being in two different states will make it a little harder on us, but I have confidence that we will be able to make it work. I'm actually looking forward to things now instead of just plodding on day after day. Whoo-Hoo

Its good to feel that way again.

A New or rather Redefined Relationship

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 03:35:07 GMT

Ok, so I have known Y*** for some time now. Was in training relatinship with her before, then friends and then fell out of touch due to personal domestic issues. We have been talking a lot recently and discovered that feelings ran deeper then we had both admitted in the past. So we both (mostly me...have to be dense sometimes) recognized that a more than friends relationship was possible. Anyway, I finally got the nerve up to tell her that I wanted her and that I wanted her in more than the physical sense. I wanted to have in my collar. We are now discussing that option, which is going to take some juggling and work since we are almost half a contenent away from each other. I am confidant that we make it work. I want it and she has given every indicatin that she does as well so as that remains the same I don't see how it won't work. Yes I know that it will take a concerted effort on both of our parts, but hey, anything worth having is worth working on it.

My Twisted Images

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 02:17:42 GMT

Photobucket Album

First

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 02:13:38 GMT

Ok, so I'm trying this out.